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I am Sad by SamMarsh1198 I am Sad by SamMarsh1198
I am Sad.
I wonder what will happen next.
I hear my tears hit the ground.
I see a blur of this crappy world I live in.
I want to be happy again.
I am falling into a depression.
I pretend someone actually cares.
I feel the need to weep.
I touch my pillow and lay.
I worry I’ll never come out of this.
I cry every day now
I am blaming myself
I understand everyone has their time.
I say “It should have been me!”
I dream of the wreck every day.
I try to forget it happened.
I hope it will just be another bad memory soon.
I am kind of the reason he died.

I wrote this to get some things off my chest. I was out cruising with 3 other friends. It was about 11. The people were just getting out of the bars, drunk. Before I knew it someone had crashed into us and left the scene. I managed to escape with a broken arm, and my other friends minor injuries. But the driver, no pulse. I kept trying to wake him up. I slapped him, tried it all, nothing. He was dead. I lost one of my closest friends that day. I was the only one that wanted to go into town,too.
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ArchaicTears Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
sorry for your loss. I think this form of art is a good way of expressing any mix of emotions you may be feeling presently. Not only is it an outlet for you but it also helps you explore your artform. You nurture it like you do a blooming rose. Don't let it wilt :)
mypuppetboresme Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
you screwed up the best thing that ever happenened to you.
ArchaicTears Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
Words like yours are sometimes more piercing than any action inflicted physically. Perhaps you should watch out when you step on Karma's toes. She can be nastier than anything you could possibly conjure up anonymously on the internet my friend.
mypuppetboresme Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
fuck you skank
LookMyDrawing Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
i love [link]
17092005 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
i`m so sorry about your friend. Rest In Peace

i read your "High school of secrets" - I wonder,if it is one of the friends you mention here?

the rose is very beautiful
SamMarsh1198 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013
Which character were you talking about?
holyhell-nana Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012
Yami-Pokegirl Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, dont good.
Hm, this rose make nice.
I like it.
scarrtts10 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Time and unforeseen events can never be anticipated, it was NOT your fault that someone else made the bad judgement in DUI! so please dont blame yourself for others stupidity! hang in there!
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